I know this is sleep deprivation because I'm almost giddy, but anticipation is a wonderful thing. That I have things to anticipate is possibly the biggest and definitely the most positive change in my life lately. I know things are actually going to happen. I can count on them. I've worked to make things happen. Granted, they're little things, but accomplishing little things is restoring my confidence in my ability to achieve bigger things.
I want to remember this feeling when I haven't been up for over 40 hours -- to hold onto this moment when regardless of what might happen, I know it's going to be good. It's almost worth going without the sleep.